-shrug-

nothing has changed or will change.

i'm still me.

i'm disappointed. in you.

perhaps all along, u have never understand me.

*edited*

perhaps all along, u still understand me the most.

u've seen the picture before i even see it. u do reality check for me even when i'm in denial. u cushion me from the impact of failing. u get me ready for the worst though i always thought everything will work out fine.

& now i'm laughing at how silly i am, how everything u say just fit into place & happen one after another. i should always have believe in you. & i will now. 

& i'm going to do it the way u ask me to, to make it right.

原谅，谈何容易..