bye worries!

here i am all alone working at terminal 3 transit. time now is 12.38am exactly and this is the perfect time when the crowd is subsiding and the entire terminal quieten down and my inspirations finally have a chance to flow...

for the past few weeks i've been really bothered about the planning of my 21st birthday. i have no idea how to go about planning it, where should it be held, who should be invited, what is the agenda for the party etc. all the things that need to be taken into consideration are driving me crazy! although with the help from a kind soul, things jus arent going the way i hope it will be. first, i had this wonderful idea of celebrating my birthday in a family suite at hotel RE! with just a few groups of close friends. but apparently lady luck isnt shining on me and putting e sky high price aside, the suite is strictly only able to accomodate 2 people for the night. so hotel RE! is out. next up i'm thinking of having a chalet at sentosa and den a small dinner gathering either at cafe del mar or km8. again, the chalet is already fully booked for the 2 nights i intend to stay and the manager i approach at cafe del mar is not at all friendly, giving me the i-dun-think-you-are-able-to-afford-it attitude when i told her i intend to hold a birthday party for around 20 at their bar. she just totally turn me off and i cant even be bothered to email her about the event anymore even though she asked me to. as for km8, i din even manage to go there to check it out! it's too far for my friends & we decided to postpone e visit to the next day. but the partying & tonning left us totally exhausted until the extent whereby no one even remember to accompany me to km8 after that! despite all the setbacks, i really dun wan to celebrate my birthday at downtown east chalet although i'm very sure it'll still be available. but downtown east *roll eyes*, oh so typical! it's so depressing & for a moment, i really dun feel like celebrating my birthday anymore. but on the way to work, i jus suddenly seem enlighten! why should i be so troubled over my own birthday? it is my big day & it should be the one having the most fun! so everything should go according to my way & as long as i find it enjoyable, it will be! why should i go to so much trouble finding expensive hotels & bars when actually having a good meal with my close friends is all i wanted? why should i invite so many people when actually they dun really care & so do i? why should i be the one running about entertaining different groups of friends when i should be the centre of attention for the day & i should be entertained instead? i should be the one feeling the most contented about the whole arrangement & not be bothered if my friends are contented about it or not. if they are really my true friends, they will be happy with whatever arrangement, isnt it? just like tt, poof! all the burden i've felt for the past few weeks are gone! i've made reservation for timbre at the art house & tml i'll be booking for the coasta sand chalet at pasir ris. people invited will be just the usual few. & there, it's done! it took me few weeks of brain cells to think when actually i just need an hour to get everything done. i'm sure i'll have such great fun, because i'm spending with the friends that i love so very much & the people that truely cares & of course not forgetting someone tt's willing to fly back just to celebrate my birthday for me. :) now i really cant wait for my birthday to come!


also, someone has his nick quoted from this mtv. & shortly after that, i was going through a blog of a long-lost friend & coincidentally, she also posted the mtv onto one of her entry. this mtv is done quite a few years back & to come across it twice in such a short time, i should believe that a message is trying to be conveyed, right? hahaha. silly or not, i always believe in such things..

so i shall share my sillyness with everyone!




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